Let’s not beat about the bush: I have no compunction about classifying this as my worst year at the company (and believe me, there were a few doozies before that).

Fortunately, I am certain things are going to improve–after months in a limbo of sorts, things started making sense again yesterday, and that is something I will eventually write about later.

Looking back over last year, things were not so rosy. I’m not going to go into the strategy, the reorgs or the internal strife, but there are a few topics I cannot help but reflect upon.

Just like during the previous year, layoffs, but this time much closer, took a huge toll on my work-life balance.

Looking back, however, and without going into any inside baseball, none of it was unexpected–if you weren’t too caught up in the events leading up to it. Microsoft is legendary for constantly renewing itself relentlessly to align with business goals, and that was… It. I cannot put it more succinctly.

But the past few years have been a roller-coaster, and the churn has been peaking to a point where even someone like me (who’s gone through a lot of change) has to wonder where things are going:

And if there’s something I learned throughout the years, it’s that regardless of where and how things are going, the key is figuring out what you’re accomplishing.

I came late to the concept of impact as hyped in startups and US corporate culture, because of my European roots and the Portuguese business landscape–where people conflate showmanship with achievement.

Impact doesn’t have to be a circus act, or set you up as a public figure–it isn’t even a solo sport.

But it does tend to revolve around personal contributions to key projects, deals or events, and once you figure out how to strain the ego out of its sometimes inebriating cocktail it can be an enjoyable (if addictive) thing to have.

Since I’ve always been on the bleeding edge of something (sometimes with bits of it poking out of my chest), I ended up doing great for a few years–until these crazy times.

Given the turmoil the tech industry is experiencing, I think the biggest challenge for anyone in it right now, from a personal perspective, is finding the right time, place and way to have the most impact in their work–and I don’t mean technically, or using AI, or piling on the hype train.

This has always been a sore point for me, and is now a daily sticking point that comes to mind the instant I wake up. Every. Single. Day.

The notion of “purpose” or ikigai as I experienced it during my younger, brasher years was always around creation–I’d wake up in the morning raring to create and build things (code, products, anything), and the daily satisfaction from achieving that provided the impetus for the next day, and the next, eventually forming the backbone of many a long-term project.

But right now, the thing keeping me going is not so much enthusiasm but my insufferable stubbornness in plowing through obstacles to try to find interesting things to do. I wake every day not to follow a golden path, but to stubbornly plow it, and that’s a very different thing motivation-wise.

The daily yearning to create remains, but my current motivation falls more into the category of rallying against the despondency and pointlessness of “normal” work and creating enough clarity to get the unimportant parts out of the way so we can actually do something.

That means focusing on creating value rather than managing decline. Even if mistakes are made, you should take the fall, get up, and just move on.

And for that view I can thank one of my first managers in consulting, who once told me: “You’re one of our senior people, and that means you are expected to set yourself up as a one-man business: you have to build your own pipeline, recruit your own teams and manage your own stakeholders, inside and outside the company.”

And I’ve tried to live by that, plowing through.

Business unit gone? Oh, look, there’s a void to fill, because the function it fulfilled was not picked up by anything else. Someone needs my particular expertise? Great, let’s go and discuss how I can help.

Fending for myself (not for money, but for the sanity of seeking out and pitching for the things I want to do) is what’s kept me going this far.

That and people reaching out to me and saying “we need your help with this” or “we know you’re the right person to do X”–this has fortunately happened almost every week over the past few months, and I’m extraordinarily lucky to have that recognition and acknowledgment of my capabilities.

The thing is, it’s never been this overwhelmingly bad: War, US politics, a technology industry gone mad around AI (and I am so close to that), European anachronisms and a local (Portuguese) economy that defies any rational explanation save gross mismanagement over the past 50 years.

The job market is the worst I’ve seen it (ever), and until yesterday (when I finally sorted out what I will be doing next year, or at least signed the initial paperwork) I was in a tripartite limbo of location, skills and age.

Sustaining an international career is incredibly hard, but having any sort of serious career progression and physically remaining in Portugal is almost impossible, and there are a number of factors at play in that. For starters, there is the usual economic rift between US roles that I am qualified to fill but cannot apply to (either due to location or unwritten policy) and European “technology” jobs (where companies hire the cheapest possible “IT” resources).

Two more factors have played their part in recent years: specialization (my particular set of skills, even the soft ones, isn’t valued in companies that don’t build technology) and ageism (the sad truth is that older, more experienced and independently minded people are seldom sought after in tech).

And yes, one of the reasons the technology industry has gone to shit over the past few years is that it assumes more, cheaper, less skilled staff can magically deliver quality solutions (I present the modern Internet and our current computing landscape as counter-evidence).

Then there’s the cultural rift, and that comes in two parts that I find myself revisiting every time I interview outside FAANG:

• European companies (let alone Portuguese ones) don’t understand matrix management and the hands-on role of independent contributors (even Principal level ones) in running the business. Even when desperate for change, they look for new management, which means they self-perpetuate their own inability to get things done.
• Recruiters (even the ones who tout themselves as doing “executive” recruiting) all follow the same lazy modus operandi of spamming inboxes and doing keyword matching¹, and don’t care one whit if you have more authority and experience in running the business than a VP.

In short, every time I chat with non-FAANG recruiters it’s like initiating First Contact with a planet-bound alien civilization too self-absorbed in driving themselves to extinction. And it’s getting worse as more and more companies try to automate and cut down on recruiting costs, to the point where any discussion where people ask you for a CV first thing is pointless.

If I ever become an evil overlord, you can be dead certain I’m going to burn a pile of money on employing knowledgeable people that can work unsupervised, because it is going to save me millions down the line. And I’m going to bootstrap that by hiring people who know how to assess other people.

I’m good. Portuguese law recognizes my home as my place of employment, and although I do miss the social niceties of talking to people and having a proper lunch nearly every day, the notion that I would be more productive by wasting hours commuting to and from an office to sit in video calls surrounded by arguably nicer furniture is ludicrous.

I see the technology industry at large utterly failing to grasp this, and I think that short of an extinction-level event across vast swathes of incompetent upper and middle management (and the sort of HR policies that emphasize creating “company cultures” with mascots and itemized “principles”), things are going to get worse.

The reason for that is plain: management can be taught in schools, but leadership has to be earned, and there aren’t that many top-level industry executives who lead by serving their organization rather than their own interests (the exception for me is probably still Apple, which when I dealt with them a few years back was refreshingly full of non-ego-driven people, and I assume they haven’t changed).

Right now, though, going permanently back into an office is not something I see happening (legally or otherwise), and although I might welcome a hybrid arrangement, my main motivation would be for the sake of leaving the house–preferably walking to work and improving my health.

Alas, many companies don’t care about that, and I don’t care much for them either.

I’m borderline hopeful I will manage to realign my schedule to my own timezone in a way that lets me leave the house daily and exercise–which remains the one thing I haven’t fixed over the past two years (or more).

Worryingly, though, my home office has become a place I studiously avoid on weekends even at the expense of my hobbies, and I need to change that since I end up squirrelling time away doing random inconsequential things for the sheer fun of it–a human trait, I’m told, and a natural way to cope with frustration at work, but not one that sits well with a workaholic for whom, in the past, even hobbies had to be a learning experience.

And I know perfectly well why that is–I need a better mission, not a better job.

I think I’ve sorted out the latter yesterday, and it’s high time I get started on the former.

I don’t think I’ve ever used so many different keyboards in a year. But I am happy that things have been improving so fast that I can actually feel the difference between them.

The Keychron K2 HE is a very different beast from the K11 Max I reviewed earlier this year, and I was lucky enough to try out its Special Edition version over the past few weeks.

Disclaimer: Keychron supplied me with a review unit free of charge, and as usual this post follows my review policy.

As a (somewhat retired) FPS gamer, I’ve tracked the recent controversies around magnetic/Hall effect keyboards and their tunable activation points (most notably that Valve banned them in CS2), so when Keychron offered me a review unit I was already primed to be interested.

But when I looked at the specs, I was even more intrigued by the fact that this keyboard has full-height keys–something that I have steered away from for years due to RSI issues.

I fully expected to try it out and then go back to the K11 Max I’ve been using for the past few months, but the key feel on the K2 HE is so remarkably different that I’m actually torn at that prospect–even though I’m a stickler for desktop real estate and the K2 HE is definitely bigger and bulkier than a standard Apple Magic Keyboard:

But I’m getting ahead of myself, as always.

The packaging is the usual Keychron fare–a sturdy cardboard box with a foam insert that keeps the keyboard safe during shipping, a nice quick start guide, and a small assortment of accessories.

You get the usual 2.4GHz wireless dongle (they keyboard supports up to 3 Bluetooth devices as well), spare key caps (to replace the Mac-specific ones with Windows fare), a nice braided USB-C cable (with a 90 degree Type C plug, since this keyboard has its USB port on the side), a key puller, and a small Philips screwdriver.

The K2 HE has a very classic, straightforward design–it looks not so much like a keyboard but rather like a piece of furniture.

I chose the black version since I have a mix of cork and dark laminate desks, and I do not regret it in the least (plus I’ve found that black keyboards tend to look better over time). But the white would look absolutely smashing next to my Arturia, so… There’s that.

Besides the wooden accents, the keyboard has a very solid feel to it, and since the keys are capped off with nice black aluminum frames in the top and bottom, the USB port and control switches are on the side, which is a nice touch:

As usual, you get to switch between Bluetooth and wired modes as well as Windows/Android or Mac/iOS modes, which translate into different key mappings and programmable layers (to a total of 4), including media controls.

This is also not a lightweight keyboard–you’ll be hard pressed to nudge it or slide it on your desk, and the best way to move it is to actually lift it, which adds to the feeling of solidity.

A key difference between this and the other Keychron keyboards I’ve tested is that this is a full-height keyboard. This means two things:

• That my hand and wrist position shifts considerably when using it
• That key travel is (or, rather, should be) longer than what I’m used to for keys to register.

Well, I was wrong. I almost immediately started feeling the need for a wrist rest to avoid arching my hands (which is one of the main triggers for my RSI), but as I settled in I realized that the keycap layout and its gentle curve greatly helped in reaching the keys without having to strain my hands as much as I do on other keyboards.

Still, coming from the K11 Max and its ergonomic layout, there was indeed a bit more strain posture-wise–I think Keychron should consider shipping some kind of wrist rest with the K2 HE, but I was able to adjust my typing position to a more comfortable one after a few days of use.

This is a 75% keyboard, and as such you get an entire row of function keys–which actually felt surplus after a year of more compact layouts.

That is, of course, conveniently mapped to Mac media controls and (surprise) a screenshot key right next to Del (which I found surprisingly useful).

You also get an extra column of movement keys (with PgUp/PgDn and the like, which I also didn’t have in previous keyboards), but I must confess going back to having a standard, US-style dedicated tilde key (instead of having to use Esc+Fn on more compact layouts) felt really good.

So even though I missed the ergonomic layout from the excellent K11 Max, adjusting was fairly quick.

A nice improvement over the K11 Max for me is the addition of an extra modifier key (Ctrl) near the cursor keys, which considerably helps doing quick switching between virtual desktops on the Mac.

I am considering remapping it as another Alt key (which helps a lot with cursor movement when writing), but not having anything near the cursor keys was a bit of a sore point with the K11 Max.

The main reason why I took to this keyboard so quickly is the key feel and responsiveness–and, as we will see, the switches.

Right from the start, I felt that these full-height keys were very responsive and that I did’t need to bottom them out for them to register–that was very nice and did away with a lot of which is very nice.

But before getting into the switches, a subtle difference I noticed almost immediately was that the keycaps, despite having a smaller area than on the K11 Max, cupped my fingertips quite nicely. They felt smaller and my fingers slipped along the gaps for a day or two as I adjusted, but after the first two weeks I had zero trouble typing “blind”.

The keys do make a little bit of noise when bouncing back, so this isn’t as quiet a keyboard as the K11 Max, but I very seldom had to bottom them out to get them to register, which is a huge improvement for me.

The K2 HE comes with Gateron double-rail magnetic purple stem switches, which means it has linear switches able to detect variations in travel of at least 0.1mm–which is the main reason they feel so responsive, and also why I have zero need to bottom them out.

A key result of all this sensitivity is that switch resets are near instantaneous (which is a very sought-after feature in gaming keyboards for improved reaction times), and the keyboard’s ability to prioritize the last key pressed means that you can switch directions (and alternate strafe) much quicker than on regular keyboards–a somewhat controversial feature these days. Again, pure gaming keyboards from Razer and Wooting were banned from online matches, and I can understand why.

A short round of Quake III Arena (which is still the fastest, twitchiest game I play) was enough to convince me that this keyboard is pretty for gaming, although I did not go as far as to try to tune the activation points.

The more interesting things for me, though, are that you can effectively use each key as an analog control, and assign up to 4 distinct actions per key based on key depth (which, in practice, requires a fair amount of self-control).

Instead of VIA, you use Keychron Launcher to configure the keyboard. Like VIA, it is a web-based tool that allows you to remap keys, create macros, and adjust the RGB lighting, and you need to run a Chromium-based browser to access it.

What I did was to create an “app” using Edge (which is based on Chromium) and pin it to my dock, where after a few tussles with macOS’s security settings I was able to use it to review the key mappings:

I am now (as with previous Keychron keyboards) experimenting with using the Windows layer as an exploratory setup for my Mac, since I was quite surprised to see that I could set up a layer as a “gaming” layer with analog controls and different key mappings.

I haven’t yet gone much into the weeds, though, other than fiddling with the different actuation points to change movement speed in games. But I have an idea about using the analog controls for 3D and video editing, so I will be experimenting with that in the coming months.

The only disadvantage of the Special Edition is that its PBT keycaps are opaque, so the backlight feels a little redundant since it doesn’t shine through and help with locating keys in the dark.

But since I recently revamped my night-time bias lighting setup (I now have an embarrassing amount of light bars) I had no need to use the backlight at all–although you can expect the usual assortment of RGB lighting effects.

Due to my not using the backlight, battery life is, as you’d expect, excellent–I’ve only charged the keyboard once in the past month, and I’ve been using it for full workdays. This is too little sampling to provide an accurate account of how long it will last, but, as usual with Keychron keyboards, using Fn + B will show you the battery level by lighting up the number row.

In short, the K2 HE is an excellent keyboard, and is turning me into somewhat of a mechanical keyboard fan. Having gone through so many keyboards this year has given me a different perspective on the quality of the things I pound my fingers all on day–I used to look for flat, low-profile keyboards that wouldn’t trigger my RSI, and now, surprisingly, I have a fully mechanical one that just… doesn’t.

As someone who usually preferred low-profile keyboards and has trouble with the repeated impact that comes with full-size switches bottoming out, I found the magnetic switches to be buttery smooth, quiet enough and extremely responsive without requiring me to bang down on the keys, allowing for a very light, quick touch.

I was expecting to go back to the K11 Max’s ergonomic layout without qualms, but the key feel on the K2 HE is so remarkably different that I’m actually torn (although I suspect the slightly smaller footprint of the K11 Max and its volume knob will win out).

The gaming features… Well, I get them. I even enjoyed them. But the biggest upside for me is the typing response speed, and since I’m not obsessed with first-person shooters anymore (well, at least not that much) and have made the switch (pun intended) to gamepad gaming, it will take a while for me to take full advantage of them–but other people are sure to love them.

As to the fit and finish, I think that the Special Edition look also has a bit to do with why I like this keyboard–the black/wooden look just looks great on my desk in a way the grey/metal ones don’t, and I would even say the thing borders on the luxurious.

It’s going to be hard even testing other keyboards after this one…

I’m down with the first flu of the season, so I thought I’d write up my notes on the Banana Pi M5 Pro and how it’s fared as part of my increasingly eclectic collection of single-board computers in the post-Raspberry Pi age.

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As much as I love virtualizing machines in my homelab and putting the hardware as far away from my desk as possible, the truth of the matter is that there always comes a time when you need “physical” access to the host to deal with boot issues, change BIOS configurations and other types of housekeeping–and regular remote access just won’t cut it in those times.

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It’s been a harrowing couple of weeks.

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